For as long as I can remember, I’ve always wanted to be skinny, to be thin. I’ve always wanted to have the “perfect” beach bod. I’ve always wanted to look like the models and celebrities in magazines.
But not any more.
I don’t want to be thin. I don’t want to be skinny.
I want to be HEALTHY. I want to be FIT.
I’ve come to realize that striving for fitness motivates me more than wanting to be thin. Human beings were never meant to be “thin”. We were meant to run away from predators. We were meant to hunt, to scavenge, to farm. None of that requires being thin, but they do require us to be fit and healthy. In order to survive, we had to be able to sprint quickly, to run up trees, to jump high, to be athletes.
Instead of aiming to look thin, I want to be able to do what my body was meant to do. I want to be athletic. I want to be able to run, to lift my body weight, to climb mountains, to swim oceans. My body is a beast, a machine, so I’m going to treat it as such. Its capabilities are not confined to “being thin.” I would be shortchanging my body, and myself, if I limited it to being skinny and slim.
I’m no longer losing weight to look a certain way. I’m losing weight to BE a certain way: healthy and fit.
I’m not losing weight to fit into cuter, smaller clothes. That’s just an additional perk. I’m not losing weight to get a nice bikini body. That’s also another bonus.
I’m losing weight because I want to live longer. Every pound I lose decreases my chance of developing a weight-related disease, like Type II diabetes, so that I can hike Mt. Everest eventually. Every pound I shed hypothetically increases my life expectancy so that I can qualify for the Boston Marathon one day.
Every pound I drop means one less pound for my body to carry, meaning I have a better chance of running faster, longer. Every pound I leave behind makes it easier for me to do a pull-up and complete more push-ups. Every pound brings me closer to overall health and fitness.
Being skinny does not help me achieve anything. It does not make me happier. It does not make me proud. But being fit enables me to accomplish my life goals. Being healthy mentally and physically means I can continuously better myself, making a difference in both my life and someone else’s. Striving for fitness allows me to believe in myself, to have confidence. My energy does not radiate from my appearance any more. It comes from my newfound mental and physical strength.
Trying to be thin made me a negative person because I was never “thin enough.” Striving for health and fitness makes me recognize and appreciate all the small improvements my body makes on a daily basis. I might not be losing a pound every day, but I can certainly lift a pound heavier, run a minute longer, every day. These small improvements make me happy because they give me hope. They affirm that I’m improving my life. They make me proud.
When I wanted to be thin, I only had one goal, and that was to improve my outward appearance.
Now that I want to be healthy and fit, I have many, many goals. Countless numbers of them. And I’m bettering myself, both mentally and physically, every single day.
I want to run. An ultra? Perhaps.
I want to hike. Mt. Everest, here’s looking at you.
I want to bike. Gran Fondo? Yes.
I want to swim. A mile.
I want to triathlon. Half Iron? Maybe.
I want to travel. To all seven continents.
I WANT TO LIVE.
It has nothing to do with being thin any more. It has everything to do with being healthy and giving myself a chance to live long enough to accomplish everything I want to achieve.
So aim for health. Scratch out the idea of being thin.
Aim to be the best that you can be, physically and mentally.
Your best isn’t to be thin.
You’re much, MUCH more than that.
Why do you want to be healthy and fit?
Consumption: 1940 calories, 62.1g of fat.
Workout: Bench press. Chest. Bench push-ups. Timed Mile.






















