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Day 58: A Pledge

by Jess on March 31st, 2010 in Exercising

I pledge allegiance to healthy living and the United Group of Weight Loss Bloggers. And to the ideals for which it stands, one (healthy) nation, on the net, indivisible, with motivation and inspiration for all.

I started this blog to keep myself accountable. Did I want other people to read it? Yes. But it was mainly for me to monitor my progress and have it be something that I am committed to on a daily basis. However, it has grown to become much more than that. It has grown into a motivational source for me, a place where I come to seek inspiration. Some days, I just don’t want to run. Some days, I don’t want to lift that extra set. Some days, I want to say “EFF IT” to eating healthy and devour the entire bag of pita chips. But then I remember that I have Half of Jess. I am reminded of my goals. I am reminded of the people cheering me on, of the people supporting me, of the people looking at me to be their support. And I continue on.

This blog is more than just a place for me to lose weight. It’s a place for me to mature and develop emotionally and mentally. It’s a place where I can vent my frustrations and celebrate my victories (scale and non-scale). It’s a place where I can seek comfort and encouragement.

And so I pledge. I pledge to continue this blog, for myself and my health and for others. I pledge to strive to live every day to my full potential. Maybe that potential is a lazy Saturday, maybe that potential is donating 50 dollars to provide an egg for 100 kids in China (more on that later). And I pledge to continue on my quest for a healthier, better me. I can do it.

Today, Mary from A Merry Life is pledging to be on the treadmill for 90 minutes. I’m doing her pledge with her, not only to encourage her, but also to encourage myself and prove to myself that I can do it.

And don’t think I forgot about you, Chris. I pledge to run a 10K with you in May. For you, for me, and for children cancer research.

What will YOU pledge to yourself today? What will you pledge to others?

 

THE DAILY BITE

Porker McMuffin – Lunch: ham, turkey bacon, lettuce, onions, tomatoes, cream cheese, basil, cheddar cheese and sriracha sauce all on an English muffin.

Potato Crisps – Dinner: baked potato slices topped with homemade Thousand Island dressing, grilled onions, garlic and mushrooms with ground beef and cheddar and mozzarella cheese.

 

Consumption: 1561 calories, 23.6g of fat. Total steps: 11,485

Data for March 30.

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Workout: Treadmill for 35 minutes.

Time was a huge factor since we had a choir performance to attend, but I still managed to get a good sweat in!

Completed Day 3 of the stretch challenge.

 

WEEKLY CHALLENGE – Song of the Day

It features Icelandic band, Sigur Ros. They are a post-rock band with minimalist elements, and their lyrics are a mixture of Icelandic, English and unintelligible syllables. Very beautiful music, and I had the opportunity to see them perform an acoustic set. Simply stunning and surreal.

If you haven’t seen the music video, check it out on YouTube.

 Sigur Ros - Glosoli


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Day 57: Wax on. Wax off.

by Jess on March 30th, 2010 in Exercising, Favorite Posts

I wish Mr. Miyagi from The Karate Kid was my personal trainer. I’d be winning competitions in no time. If you haven’t seen The Karate Kid, you’re missing out. It’s a tale of determination and triumph of the underdog. And that’s what I am: the underdog. My formidable adversary? My fat and my body.

In The Karate Kid, Daniel challenged a bully who happened to be a karate champion, so he underwent training from Mr. Miyagi who was a bad ass karate master (and a gardener, too). Mr. Miyagi had him do countless numbers of house chores, like waxing cars. It was tedious and Daniel couldn’t see how performing boring routines would help him become an accomplished karate champion. But even a simple task like waxing helped condition Daniel’s muscles to remember defensive karate moves and improve his reaction time. Although his training appeared unrelated to his primary goal, every little movement he performed, every little effort he gave, contributed to him beating the bully.

I’m like Daniel. I feel like every day is the same, old routine. I wake up, eat, blog, eat, walk, eat, gym, eat. I get frustrated when I don’t see immediate progress and sometimes I want to slip into my old habits. I like running, but I feel like I’m hitting a running plateau since I haven’t gotten much faster and I feel burnt out. I like working out, but man, being sore the next day hurts. I like cooking, but it takes so much time. I have mornings when I wake up and want to say SCREW THIS and just give up.

But just like Daniel, I am short-sighted. Instead of remembering the long-term benefits of losing weight – becoming healthy, beautiful and confident – I focus on the day to day activities that are dull and repetitive. But every little thing I do teaches my body something new. Every little thing conditions my body to become stronger, to become healthier. Every little thing trains my mind to overcome setbacks and aggravation. Every little thing I do, from stretching to the elliptical to registering for races, is altering my body and my life in some way. And for the better.

Daniel did not become a karate champion overnight. He trained diligently every day in order to accomplish his goal. Did he hate training? I bet he did. But did it feel amazing when he beat the bully and won the trophy? More than words could express.

I want to beat my bully. And no, 140 pounds and a healthy BMI won’t occur overnight. I tend to forget that it took me 20 years to reach 263 pounds. Although I have been working hard, two months or even a year or two is nothing compared to the number of years I have abused my body.

So I have to keep pushing forward, despite being tired, worn down, sore, and frustrated. Two months of hard work is nothing in the grand scheme of life. This is a life decision. Battling my sworn enemy, my fat, is a life decision. Although I may not have Mr. Miyagi in my life, his message of persistence, of every little thing counting and making a difference, applies to my quest for a healthier life. Wax on. Wax off.

Are you frustrated with your workouts lately? Do you ever feel like you’re running out of gas, like giving up?

 

THE DAILY BITE

Spicy Lemon Chicken Sandwich – Lunch: chicken breast in a lemon, basil and sriracha marinade on an English muffin with cheese, mayonnaise, lettuce, tomatoes and onions.

Garlic and Scallions with Wonton Noodles – wonton noodles topped with scallions and garlic in soy sauce, minced chicken breast, bamboo shoots, cabbage, and beech mushrooms.



 

Consumption: 1576 calories, 12.8g of fat. Total steps: 16,593

Data for March 29.

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Workout: Treadmill. Upper back. Shoulders. Chest. Biceps.

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Training for that 8:30 mile kills me. I can do about 5 minutes before I get really tired and my legs start hurting. I’m going to take a few days off from the treadmill to rest my legs. Maybe I’ll do better if my legs are fresh and not sore all the time. Managed to bench 70 pounds! One set of 8. That’s a new high for me.

Completed Day 2 of the stretch challenge.

 

WEEKLY CHALLENGE – Song of the Day

It features Owen, Mike Kinsella’s solo project. Prominent in the Chicago indie scene, Owen’s sound is soft and melodic. Couple that with Kinsella’s brilliant lyrics and soothing voice and you can’t go wrong.

I don’t know what you’re looking for.
And you’re too smart to act so dumb.

 Owen - Note to Self:

What are you looking for?


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