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Coulda Woulda Shoulda

by Jess on July 16th, 2010 in Exercising, Revelations

I went to the gym this morning.

I haven’t set foot in a gym for close to three weeks.

The entire drive there, I thought of all the things that could have been.

I could be at 170 pounds right now.
I could be at more than 90 pounds total loss.

I would be fitting into smaller jeans.
I would be more prepared to be a bridesmaid.

I should have monitored my calories.
I should have declined that extra piece of cake.
I should have gone to the gym more.
I should have trained to run longer.

But I didn’t.

And that’s fine. I can’t change the past.

I could mull over all the things that I didn’t do.
I could beat myself up.
I could feel terrible about myself.

Or…
I could get out of bed early.
I could drive myself to the gym at ten in the morning.
I could lift heavy and feel strong.

I did just that. And boy, did I have a stellar workout.

I’ve still got it. I can still lift heavy. I can still super and triple set. I can still do 100 squats on the bosu ball. And I’m up to nine full-form push-ups in a row now.

No more coulda, woulda, shoulda’s.

There’s only what I can do today. I can’t control or change the past, but I can certainly seize today.

 

What are you choosing to do today?


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Exercise vs. Training

by Jess on June 18th, 2010 in Exercising, Revelations

I used to think of the gym as exercise. Everything I did was considered working out or exercise. The elliptical, running, weight lifting, it was all exercise.

And because it was exercise, I got burnt out quickly.

After a few months of exercising, I would get tired and lose motivation quickly. Let’s face it. Exercising is hard work. It’s a pain in the ass (figuratively and literally). You have to physically and mentally exert yourself, you usually end up smelling bad, and you’re most likely sore the next day.

For me, it’s hard to maintain momentum when I consider my physical activities as exercise. The word exercise does not inspire me. It does not make me want to go to the gym or go out and run 10 miles. It feels like a chore, a dread.

But it’s different now. I don’t exercise any more.

I train.

Instead of getting my workouts in, I get my training in. I’m always training for something, whether it’s for a marathon, a triathlon, or even just a plain ol’ pull-up. There is always a reason for all the training that I do. There is always a bigger goal to achieve every single time I step into the gym, every single time I go for a run or a swim. Training helps me set these goals. Exercise did not.

When I train, I feel like I exercise with a purpose. It makes me feel accomplished and powerful, strong and invincible. If I can do half of a pull-up, I’m satisfied and beaming for the rest of the day. I go into the gym, and I already have a plan of attack because everything I do is for a specific reason.

I train MY MIND – to be more disciplined, to be more controlled, to be more patient.

I train MY ENDURANCE – to be able to swim longer, to be able to run farther, to be able to sprint faster.

I train MY STRENGTH – to be able to do 10 real push-ups in a row, to be able to do 1 unassisted pull-up, to be able to do 1 cartwheel, 1 handstand.

I train for myself because it makes me feel better, stronger, and faster each and every day.

I couldn’t find the same motivation when I thought of my workouts as exercise. It just left me dreading the gym. It left me feeling obligated instead of willing. But with training, I never get stuck in a rut. There’s always something to strive for. I can always be better.

There might not be anything to exercise for, but there will always be something to train for.

 

Do you differentiate between exercise and training?


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